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For your own good
01:19
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eighteen years stolen and i had no choice
“sit and learn this, that’s what you outta know”
teach me what i need to make your world go round
right from the start i was there for your own good
NO deep thoughts on what life’s about
NOT even a try to fullfilled my true self
right from the start separate from what could free my mind
enslavement !
here i’m back
to learn it all again
for a life with no pain
i seek much more
than what you could just ever believe
i’m breaking free
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2. |
In the back of my mind
02:07
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in the back of my mind, this kind of feeling burns
blowing fuses, principles 're lost, rage, anger, the violence take over
no more sorrow in my heart and i'll bring you pain
this kind of feeling burns in the back of my mind
over years i've kept myself in line
rage, anger burning again inside my veins
my darkside aka your downfall mock me no more this time revenge is fucking mine
blowing fuses, principles 're lost, rage, anger, the violence take over
it feels good to see you bleed
my fist aim to crush your face
this king of feeling burns in the back of my mind
over years i've kept myself in line
but now comes the time
you’ll be the one to lose the fight
fist to your face, now feel the pain
this one time, revenge is mine
i gotta fell this
and you’ll fell it too
only one remain in the end. fight
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3. |
Misfortunes
03:24
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another chapter writtten in the book of misfortunes
no ink needed this time, but tears
most words remain unsaid, self pride’s now gone
an other youth man’s lost
misled by untold feelings, fortaste of hardships to come
i must rise
rise over this crap
most words remain unsaid, guidance’s now gone
why can’t we just live our lifes
done with hard feelings, resentments i have enough
i must rise
rise over this crap
i must rise
rise above my lies
feel down, fell lost, the feelings are fake
feel down, fell lost, and i know its been years
feel down, fell lost, the feelings are fake
feel down, fell lost, now ill have to fight back
i must rise x2
if feeling means bleeding
and feeling means suffering
then what’s the escape
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4. |
Circle of hate
03:04
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endless violence
won't ease the pain
endless violence
what will remain ?
revenge 's a right but
what will you gain
revenge 's a right but
what will you change ?
not this hate
not this pain
not a chance to recover one day the gift of freedom ‘cos i can see throught you youre getting caught
circle, circle of hate
endless violence
won't heal the pain
endless violence
nothing remains
so don't get lured
lured into this hate
so don't get lured
‘cos what could be earased ?
not this hate
not this pain
not a chance to recover one day the gift of freedom ‘cos i can see throught you youre getting caught
i feel the hate
i see fights
i seek the revenge always coming back, youre getting caught
circle, circle of hate
hate hate hate burn
forever burn, hate
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5. |
Here
04:18
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we're here, we'll stay
we ain't in time, but for sure we're here
we don't care how much will show up, and for sure we're here
new ideas, new faces all around
people come together the reason why were here
and as long as you still want us this is where we'll stay
we’ve got no other place, but here
we're here, we'll stay, we’ve got our hearts in the right place
strong values, true people all around
and we need to realize this 'cos that's the outside world we diss
this bound, this cure, that's why we're here
and as long as you still want us this is where we'll stay
we got no other place, but here
we’ve got so much from this scene
but there’s a time to give something back
when we first came around
we needed help and shelter
but now’s the time for us to give it back
The outside world just runs for its own face
but what differences ‘d we make if theres no return
what difference….
if none remembers to give something back.
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6. |
Waste my time
00:14
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tell me lies
then make me feel the guilt
so why should i waste my time
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7. |
Ask why die
03:52
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been throught many years of pains
tears dropping like the rain
our dreams are dead buried alive
and we think they can’t resurect
and we ask why die
our souls, now wounded to the core
will fire heals anymore, anymore
we got all our dreams buried alive
and we think they can’t resurect
and we ask why die
will fire heals, will fire heals anymore ?
aimless, faithless and then we ask why die
our lives aimless, left with no hope
our lives faithless, left with no hope
we gotta seek in our heart
a place pure else theres no hope
our lives worthless, left with no hope left
each day taugth to give up
why attempt a change why take a risk
that’s walls we built to bury our dreams
and we think they can’t resurect
and we ask why die
those walls we’ve built
now crashing down
now crashing down, they’re crashing down on us
crashing down on us
enslaved
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8. |
My own misery
00:35
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acing my own misery tonight
and realize that loneliness bites
why can’t i live life as it was meant to be
never boring, fresh, full of activities
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Time
01:04
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i wonder how i’m getting caught in this fake life
alone with myself
stand against that boredom that settle in my life
i am no better than those i used to despise.
growing old i am getting bored, getting bored
when i was young, so much younger than today i never needed anybody helping anyways
and i thought those times would never come
but i was wrong, i get it now !
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The greatest pain
03:43
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there're no feelings, no hate nor love
nothing inside that i could call my own
just so strange i could not explain
am i cursed or blessed ? i can’t tell but i don't wish to any of you to feel so misguided, 'cos i
feel no pain inside
feel no joy inside - and i 'd bore the greastest
pain but to feel alive
pain but to fell alive
pain is so sweet if it brings me back to life
my life filled with hate and lies, the pain strikes and i feel nothing
my life filled with beautiful times and friends, they give me love and i feel nothing, and i can’t deny
there’s no time to be wasted when a change awaits
i gotta move with life i know its time to make a change
what do i have to loose, what may i gain, but still im stuck
am i cursed or blessed ? i can’t tell but i don't wish to any of you to feel so misguided, 'cos i
feel no pain inside
feel no joy inside - and i 'd bore the greastest
pain but to feel alive
pain but to fell alive
pain is so sweet if it brings me back to life
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Pride and joy
03:49
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ups and downs
what’s there for me to finally stand firm
the more i learn to control the less i am in touch
but why the fuck does it hurt that much
why the fuck
and that’s the way it is...
bitter taste of life x2
pride and joy have gone dull
no matter how clear i see my wrongs, i just keep going down over the years
and there's no time for exuses or lies, NMA is what keeps me down
feeling down, so the troubles are coming for you
feeling down… shall i ever keep my balance
and i know something is missing
is it the half of me still out of reach or this ego trap
how can i still stand up on my feet
when anyways i’ll face defeat
in this quest, seems i’m always back to square one
ups and downs
what’s there for me to finally stand firm
my pride's gone dull, my joy's gone dull
but why the fuck can't i get them back, why the fuck
a bitter taste of life
get them back x4
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12. |
In those days
03:15
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walking down the streets late at night
kicking a few cans, feeling miserable
living a life lost and each years worst
what source of light now in those days ?
so when i look up to the stars in the sky i just wonder
i just wonder why
yo when i look up to the stars in the sky i just wonder why
we're living a warzone
system made to turn i man into a beast
but one of those days i'll get crazy for real
there'll be no sorry, no complains nor way back
bombing everything in sight 'n prayers won't be of any help
so when i look up to the stars in the sky i just wonder
i just wonder why
yo when i look up to the stars in the sky i just wonder why
we're living a warzone, is there any room for peace
in those, in those days where nothing’s real
in those, in those days why can’t we feel
in those, in those days faiths gone
in those, in those days we all go down
so when i look up to the stars in the sky i just wonder
i just wonder why
yo when i look up to the stars in the sky i just wonder why
we're living a warzone, is there any room for peace.
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13. |
To each is own
02:21
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only one credo to reach the truth and for sure it ‘s yours
but don’t you ever thought that i could be on my own
preaching all around, judging all around, but you ain't worth shit
preaching, preaching, better practice what you teach
preaching, preaching, better practice what you teach
need your blind believers around ‘cos your thoughts, your ways and acts alone don't stand
how is that for irony ?
how is that for discredit ?
you’re fake.
preaching, preaching, better practice what you teach
preaching, preaching, better practice just what lives
in your heart
and now stop coming down on me as i don’t ever need goals set for me
to each his own
to each his own
this one goes out to anyone lost with the truth
to each his own
and to any of the believers
to each his own
why must i fight just to be me ?
in this world… why must i fight just to be me ?
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14. |
...Shall fade away
03:39
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(instrumental)
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